I have to admit that I'm not as into it as I thought I would be . Wait, did I talk about this already in my previous post.? Anyway, I am not sure if I'm too busy and my mind is too caught it with my work; I have no room in my brain and in my heart to think about the people who are so far away from me. I actually hope that it is the case. I do not want to think that I am heartless and numb. Am I? Maybe I need to invest more time into it in terms of doing research.
How much time should I give myself? I know I should not be doing it if I am not interested in it anymore. But I don't want to give up yet.
I think I need to read more on existentialism. That's my plan.